The New Start

Why has the time stopped,
 Or do I feel so,
 Everything was in such a rush a few moments ago,
 My breath was heavy and my heart beat was killing me,
And all I know is that,
My eyes are wide awake,
And all I can see,
Is people with watery eyes,
Something within me feel missing,
I just can't figure out what it is,
I feel myself moving up,
That could only mean ,
That I am flying,
Towards nothing ,
Which is pitch black,
I wander my eyes,
Here and there,
In hope of someone,
And then my eyes fall on something ,
My eyes take time to adjust,
And then I realize,
I am looking at a pair eyes,
With no particular body,
Its just shining,
Which  is the only thing I can  see up here,
I try walking towards him,
But I feel something stopping me,
Then I realize that he was the one,
I had heard about ,
That he was the one everyone feared about.
I sense my self walking towards him ,
But then something goes wrong,
I loose control and start falling down,
From where I had come,
I reach ground with a thud,
I hear the sobs again,
And then the truth hits me,
That I am no more alive,
On the world of greed,
And it was time that I bid them a good bye ,
Because the goal of mine had been  achieved ,
Because the  role l of mine had been played,
And my time now is with him in his world,
I wonder what it would be like,
I wonder what I will play over there
I wonder what I would do after my role has been played over there.
I just stare at the walls with a grin on my face,
Wondering about the happiness of death,
With the time now gone ,
I wait for a new start .
 



 

The Times of My Time

The past was unforgettable,

Which always gives me sleepless nights,

I tried to change my future in the past,

Which brought me here,

The present is unpredictable,

Which has been scarred form my past,

I still wonder what would have happened,

If I made the other choices in the past,

I think I made the wrong acquisitions to ,

The one I truly loved,

I still fear the future,

Due to my past because,

There are several questions,

Still unanswered,

Which I know but don’t feel,

Like answering,

I imagine my life would have been,

A lot more different,

If I wouldn’t have thought,

Of my future in my past,

I wish I could go back and,

Live my past to the fullest,

And make a few changes,

To bring back the ones I loved,

In my near future,

My past was never mine,

My present is still not me,

But I wish the future to mine,

With the one whom I accused.

Long Time

It’s been a long time since I have posted anything. I was busy finishing my projects and assignments because of which I wasn’t able to make out anytime for blogging. My exams just got over last week which was truly a sign of relief.

I am one of those people who love reading a book and few of my favorites are THE HARRY POTTER series, THE HUNGER GAMES trilogy .The Hunger Games series also inspired me to write a poem which I am publishing so that you all can have a look at it. And hope you all like it.And to all of those who don’t know what Hunger games is, do read the books or watch the movie.

The wedding

So let's see, I am in the middle of my summer vacation, and this summer I had visited Varanasi and Delhi. To join into the celebrations one of my cousin brother's wedding and it really turned out great in spite of the scorching heat. As a big fat Indian wedding, the celebrations started a week earlier before the wedding .Starting off with the different religious customs and different kinds of puja which was then followed with a two night sangeet . And now for all of you who don't know what sangeet is ,sangeet is a celebration where all the members of the family celebrate the upcoming wedding with lots of singing and dancing ,followed by all the other kinds of rituals for the wedding .


After all the celebrations and the preparations, on the final day of the wedding,  our family representing the  bridegroom  have a custom of going to the venue of the wedding by dancing and singing, but this doesn't mean that people cover miles and miles of distance by dancing and singing, the organizers choose a suitable place from where the venue is at a small distance and that's where the people began to enjoy themselves  and cover the distance by dancing and singing , this is known as the baart and the people who participate in it are known as the baraatis. I am damn sure of it that the baraatis really showed their best moves and were drenched in sweat after reaching the venue including me. 


The venue is the place where the bride’s family welcome the baraatis with flowers and loads of love and have a small puja known as the dvar puja where the groom is the center of attraction as the puja is done for the groom’s sake from the bride’s side. Then we have a ritual called the jaymal . It is a ritual where the bride comes on to the stage with a garland in her hand and places it around the grooms neck and then the groom does the  same to the bride. Then there’s a photo session where the all guest go on to the stage and have a snap with couple and have a dinner after it. As a North Indian wedding takes place all throughout the night, so most of the guest returned back to their houses after the dinner. The couple then had some food and then changed into much simpler clothes and then the various kinds of pujas take place along with the different kinds of family tradition. 


The wedding ended with the sāt phéré, these are seven rounds taken around the sacred fire with every round depicting a vow, and then all the people of the family blessed the couple to live a long and prosperous life. And that's where the wedding ends in spite of it the celebrations don't end, as the celebrations went all the way to Delhi for a reception and that's where the celebration ended on a very high note where the people enjoyed it to the fullest and rocked the dance floor.


 The very next day the families had a few get together and left for their homes with a wide smile across their faces. I really enjoyed it for sure and it was really great to meet my cousins after years, I am gonna remember this for sure all throughout my life for all the fun we had with family and cousins and all the epic moments we all shared together. And most of all I am gonna remember this for one of the biggest reasons, for hosting such a fantastic wedding with all their might and warmth.

The bonding

I surely can't live without my friends and I think most of the people who are reading it can't live without their friends either and I think my friends can't imagine their lives without mine, I guess. These people are the ones that you spend most of your time with and there are just more and more to make and a quite a few to lose but having a list of friends surely brings a smile across your face. As me being in school life I believe it is one the biggest opportunity to come across people from various backgrounds and the choice is left upon you to choose your friends. And as most of us do, we start to have few friends which mean something extra than the  rest, something just makes you feel that they are are the ones for you and you could spend your whole life with them. People, your classmates and teachers even might come to a conclusion that you are sisters hence because of the dozen of similarities you both share with each other. But things never remain the same,as situation changes people change which might not be positive. And that might to hurt you as they don't find it intriguing enough and find it soporific and that results them in making new friends as they don't have fun  with you as their companion . And that starts meaning you the world you might start feeling jealous or you might miss the old companion you knew and then you start getting use to it but you must have talks with her and I think it is best to just go confront all the feeling you have and have a peaceful  talk. On the other hand it might no be fruitful and you both might end up in a fight. And as days pass by you both have a chance of forgiving each other but then the things don't stop there you should keep trying talk to her and if times don't get better I think it's better you just forget it and lead a life by making new friends and who know you both might end up together again.

The universal language

Every action creates a sound which might be pleasant or might not be . And  a pleasant sound can be put in a part of music. music is universal which can be created or found . Music is something that helps in soothing and relaxing yourself and is always found in nature . Nature is the one which has given birth to many numerous kinds and forms of music and music can always be created from nature too. On the other hand the combination of music and words and a little bit addition of of emotions creates songs which takes it to another world .Songs act as an universal language. They help people to relate to them . Music without words is just like a body without soul . Songwriting is one of the skills which only few people in the world possess, one should be proud and lucky of himself or herself for possessing it .Song writing has gone through a revolutionary change . Now songs connect to millions of people across the globe for its lyrics and music . Even dancing on a song helps the performer enhance it as makes it easier for  the performer to connect  with the audience through his lyrics and emotions. There isn't even one day that I can't spend without listening to a Bollywood  song or just a new English song because songs are the one that are surely mesmerizing and  uplifting.