Rakhi

India the country of festivities has a numerous, colorful and joyful festivals, one of them is Rakhi .The festival of Rakhi celebrates the brother sister relationship. The relationship of sisterhood and brotherhood can only be understood the joy of having a sister or a brother.

The day of Rakhi has a unique place in the Hindu religion. The commitment of love, care and support for each other is always done on the day of celebration. The sister ties a sacred thread or commonly known as Rakhi on the wrist of their brothers for their protection and well-being, and the brothers promise the same in return with a special gift for their sisters.

The celebration of Rakhi isn’t only limited to the celebration of tying a Rakhi .But it is about staying with each other in their good and bad times. The thought of just having some support can bring wonders to a person.

So, Happy Rakhi to all of you, and hope you all have a great year ahead. And I thank all my brothers for their support and love.

The Dilemma of Mine.

My hands shiver,
The cold breeze leaves my hands numb,
Even though I am used to it, 
I can't pick up the gun,
It just doesn't feel right,
All my childhood I was taught against it,
I was taught about the ones who where against it,
And now I just stand and stare,
At the ground of battle ,
With both sides prepared with their arms,
Tears fill my eyes,
I wasn't prepared for it,
But this is what i had chosen,
To fight for my country,
I would have never believed,
That I would be a part of a revolutionary war,
And then the pictures of my mother,
Comes into my mind but it is blurred,
Because it's been while since I had seen her ,
And now I didn't even know what she looked like,
But then her voice booms into my head,
She said , "My child never be afraid of the future ."
But I guess it is never been like that in life,
What we are always afraid of, is our future,
And I think we should be,
The time has finally come,
That we raise our arms for our own good,
For our own future we have always been afraid of,
So, I bravely  pick up my gun,
And join the lines of my land,
And then at the crack of dawn,
All I can hear is people commanding each other,
To fire and kill each other with out any mercy,
After a long time the battle ends,
And all I can see through my watery eyes,
Is people crying for each other,
And the smell of  blood,
Joins with us in the victory celebration,
And then I realize that I shot people,
I didn't even know,
I had spoiled their families,
And I didn't even have a count of how many I had killed,
I throw myself to the ground,
Because I know that I am myself a evil within me,
And I ,myself will be the cause of my nightmares.

You're The One .

You’re the one,
Who makes my life much more fun,
Your presence,
Brings a smile across my face,
You were a stranger to me a few days ago, 
But now I can’t imagine,
What my life would have been without you,  
You’re the one, 
Who understands everything just by my looks,
You’re the one, 
Who cry's with me, 
You’re the one,
Who laugh's with me,
You’re the one, 
Who gives me warmth ,
In cold, dark nights,                                                                    
You’re the one, 
I love being around,
You’re the one, 
Who grows within me,
You’re the one, 
Who will be with me all my life, 
You’re the one ,
I belong with,
You’re the one, 
I can’t give away, 
Because you’re my, 
Wonderful friend .

The New Start

Why has the time stopped,
 Or do I feel so,
 Everything was in such a rush a few moments ago,
 My breath was heavy and my heart beat was killing me,
And all I know is that,
My eyes are wide awake,
And all I can see,
Is people with watery eyes,
Something within me feel missing,
I just can't figure out what it is,
I feel myself moving up,
That could only mean ,
That I am flying,
Towards nothing ,
Which is pitch black,
I wander my eyes,
Here and there,
In hope of someone,
And then my eyes fall on something ,
My eyes take time to adjust,
And then I realize,
I am looking at a pair eyes,
With no particular body,
Its just shining,
Which  is the only thing I can  see up here,
I try walking towards him,
But I feel something stopping me,
Then I realize that he was the one,
I had heard about ,
That he was the one everyone feared about.
I sense my self walking towards him ,
But then something goes wrong,
I loose control and start falling down,
From where I had come,
I reach ground with a thud,
I hear the sobs again,
And then the truth hits me,
That I am no more alive,
On the world of greed,
And it was time that I bid them a good bye ,
Because the goal of mine had been  achieved ,
Because the  role l of mine had been played,
And my time now is with him in his world,
I wonder what it would be like,
I wonder what I will play over there
I wonder what I would do after my role has been played over there.
I just stare at the walls with a grin on my face,
Wondering about the happiness of death,
With the time now gone ,
I wait for a new start .
 



 

The Times of My Time

The past was unforgettable,

Which always gives me sleepless nights,

I tried to change my future in the past,

Which brought me here,

The present is unpredictable,

Which has been scarred form my past,

I still wonder what would have happened,

If I made the other choices in the past,

I think I made the wrong acquisitions to ,

The one I truly loved,

I still fear the future,

Due to my past because,

There are several questions,

Still unanswered,

Which I know but don’t feel,

Like answering,

I imagine my life would have been,

A lot more different,

If I wouldn’t have thought,

Of my future in my past,

I wish I could go back and,

Live my past to the fullest,

And make a few changes,

To bring back the ones I loved,

In my near future,

My past was never mine,

My present is still not me,

But I wish the future to mine,

With the one whom I accused.

Long Time

It’s been a long time since I have posted anything. I was busy finishing my projects and assignments because of which I wasn’t able to make out anytime for blogging. My exams just got over last week which was truly a sign of relief.

I am one of those people who love reading a book and few of my favorites are THE HARRY POTTER series, THE HUNGER GAMES trilogy .The Hunger Games series also inspired me to write a poem which I am publishing so that you all can have a look at it. And hope you all like it.And to all of those who don’t know what Hunger games is, do read the books or watch the movie.